Finally.
You're so good at this.
It’s so easy.
It’s so comfortable.
You're so comfortable.
Until you’re asked to do something new.
Again? How many times do I have to..
Now..
you’re scared all over.
Again? How many times do I have to..
Ugh, tears..
down..
everything I worked so hard to build up.
Ugh, tears..
down..
that good feeling.
everything I thought I knew.
Now all I know is beginner's nerves.
The uncomfortable imposter feeling.
Again? How many times do I have to..
Give myself.
Again.
Loved this one Mandell. The divine work of stepping up, leaning in, and having faith despite the fear or dread, over and over.